Sinking feelings

Last night i was talking to someone.

And i had a lump in my throat. The only thing that brought it on was, the flash of thought which said, I wish someone would love me that much.


Now i know what it means when we say that my heart sank. I mean, no feeling was this real. I could actually feel the lump forming in my throat. the way it feels when your stomach goes into a knot. The way things felt empty when i rested my head on the pillow and shut my eyes. The visions flashing by.