You say you are happy with life.
You act like the happiest person on earth all the time.
You smile a lot when you talk.
You use a hundred smileys and do a hundred kiddish things when you talk to people.
You sit and code as if there's no tomorrow.
As if each piece of code that you write will change the course of the world.
When it comes to those funny tags on orkut/facebook, you are always tagged as the blissful/content/satisfied/happy one.
The one thing that you draw strength out of, is the fact that you KNOW.
One fine day, something hits you. You don't know WHAT. The rational pillar of your world collapses. You sit in a corner, trying to catch your breath. You see the world going by, at its own frantic pace. You do not sign on to any messenger that day. Yout phone rings and you don't know what to say. Texts go unreplied cos words elude you.
Strange. But the aftermath of it is peace. Feels cleansed :)
CV Q
3 hours ago
4 reflections:
Yeah... sometimes u're so happy that it all seems too good to be true. And then your worst fear takes over...
So there u r! :) good to see you back.
If only peace was a general aftermath....
DE,
Wish i knew what the fear was. Then i'd be better off :)
Rooju,
:)
I know this feeling:)
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