GTH

That stands for Go To Hell.

Go chase silly people. Serves you well. Fake words. Empty worlds. Go to hell! You don't deserve it.

Random

I'm working on this superbly convoluted piece of coding right now. Alone.

One of my fellow interns is playing Take it Easy on his comp.

How i miss the Egoist right now.

Monday Again!

Its that day of the week again. Arghhh i need sleep, quality wise! I wonder why am i grinning right now. Is it the hopelessness of the moment, the random creature thats me, or is it the song playing in the background that reminds me of my trainer at work. No idea. Free fall just took a new meaning. Three days to go!

Sinking feelings

Last night i was talking to someone.

And i had a lump in my throat. The only thing that brought it on was, the flash of thought which said, I wish someone would love me that much.


Now i know what it means when we say that my heart sank. I mean, no feeling was this real. I could actually feel the lump forming in my throat. the way it feels when your stomach goes into a knot. The way things felt empty when i rested my head on the pillow and shut my eyes. The visions flashing by.

Bits and pieces

I sometimes think i've left so much of myself behind in bits and pieces...

Its scary to know how much of yourself can you give away.

These lines were never so real :

If what I feel is the only truth

And what I give out will make up what I'll receive

Can I still leave behind my naivete of youth?

Will I be crucified for wanting to believe?

I believe